Why are people impossible to understand? You try and be nice or do the right thing and they just piss on your efforts. Nothing matters but the shit you did wrong! Or you put yourself out there for the first time in years and bring down some walls only to fall hard and then find out there isn't enough time in his schedule for you?! Why the fuck did he get involved with you if he didn't have the time to begin with? And why is it people think that they can do whatever they want on the road? I mean if you are in the turn lane that does not mean you can go straight and expect the person in the straight lane to let you in!! It is not their job to fix the fact that you are an incompetent ass on the road!<br /><br />Why is life so fucking difficult? You start out with your family and then shit happens and they are gone. And then your friends leave you and before you know it the only people in your life are ones you pay to be there!! What the fuck is wrong with my life? <br /><br />When does it get easier? Does it ever get better? And if it doesn't get better than why the hell do people try so hard? I mean especially in America, we work 40 hours a week and try and do everything and then when it all falls apart we wonder why the hell we are so fucking miserable? Is there not something wrong with this picture?<br /><br />And how come I listen to everyone else's shit and yet every time I try to talk about something that was huge for me they just go back to them? And why isn't I don't have anyone in my life who can handle all of me? I can talk to this friend about this or this friend about this but there is not one who I can go to with anything and everything! Aren't there supposed to be people that I can do that with?? <br /><br />Why is it no one has time to spend with me? Or did I do something to make everyone hate me? I don't understand. But then I don't understand anything in life, which would be why my life is going ABSOLUTELY no where! I go through the motions of life and try but it is all pointless! I am never going to win at this game that is life...but what pisses me off the most is that I NEVER consented to life. I wouldn't have consented to it! <br /><br /> 7 2008-08-21T12:11:45-07:00 41 BAh7BzoMY3NyZl9pZCIlNGQwYTYxM2Q3OTJjNjJlZTYyY2RjMzUyNTZhMjAz%0AMTIiCmZsYXNoSUM6J0FjdGlvbkNvbnRyb2xsZXI6OkZsYXNoOjpGbGFzaEhh%0Ac2h7AAY6CkB1c2VkewA%3D--506a731570f8981bb1fe5753400b4869aed6487b 2008-08-21T12:11:45-07:00